Early weddings please…

I will postpone the conclusion of the last post until i gather more ideas….

Meanwhile….

Do me a favour everyone….. and ask any1 who is getting married this year to make it during the period between

(June 3rd and July 15th).

PEACE.

KILLER INSTINCT…

Is it in you?

no no gurls not stepping on spiders, neither shooting others in counter strike guys….

you know the current era holds a lot of lessons to be learnt and shared by others, things are not
as simple as they were before, or at least as they looked before…the lesson that i need to highlight
here is the lesson of

"sometimes you don't see the doors of oppurtunities untill they are shut down"

try to see them while they are opened, or you know what!! at least before they are locked, you may have the
keys to unlock them…..

How?

well, in order to have this sight right infront of you, you should have the "killer instict" in  you, the instinct
of NO RISK NO WIN, NO RISK NO GAIN….lets stop doing the usuals, it maybe "OK" at the beginning, but wheres the joy
in doing the exact same decision my grandpa may had did, or my manager would do, or my icon, BE YOUR OWN ICON FOR GOD'S
SAKE….

what?
Your afraid to screw up, afraid to fail, afraid to fall….
FALL HELL..fall once stand up twice….fall twice stand up three times….etc.
im talking as if i have the killer instinct in me, well at least im developing it in me….and for the ones who said such
habbits are not to be learnt, they are to be given by birth, i never bought that…..

u know what, in talented athletes; 10 % or maybe less comes from the gift, and the rest come from practising….

Sary remember Bashar? the 7th grader we used to make fun of the way he acts like he plays real good basket ball??? remember
how real good he became the year we left school (i wouldnt have minded if he knew that we were making fun of his basket ball, and then
come and flipped the finger for us the year we left lol)…..we really deserved it…a lesson had been learnt though, at least from my side
i don't know about you…..a lesson that the "POTTENTIAL" is always there….grow itt…
i dont know how to grow the killer instinct, im nothing but a trigger to be pushed to bring it up for you all, and depends on you of HOW
TO GROW IT….

i just wish at the end of one day, some if not all of you out there would say "Yes amjad was right about it"….

don't be shy to tell me so if u ever felt this way…:) (el 7akee elak ya 3abood, dont be shy to express yourself) :p

at least i remembered you while writing this piece of art 3abood, dont get provoked
"and always remember, i can always edit or delete ur comments" lol…i wont i wont

BLESS 

FADFADAAAH…

here is what i got from a friend that went to the same school i went to at florida…..

good to hear you're doin well out in Cali… its a tough/expensive state to get by in, but lots of sun & fun like florida right!?

well, he definitely got the bolded parttt right!!!! the resttt, SADDE2NEE LA2 YA SA7BEEE!!…

heres the case, iv started knowing some people here, theyr cool and all that, fun to be around,

but its not lots of FUNNNN….even if it was sunny, what the hekkk, mahoo getting off work at 5, shooo bdee bl sun while im at the office…

funn???? kmaan la222 ya sa7beee…..waking up on Yaman's phone calls saying "mfakker 7alak wazeeer? ur such a lazy ass, …etc." , sleeping on "what happened with the billing process???" emails!!!! 2araf ye2ref hal 3eeeshehhhh (aaah aaah yaman 3m basamme3 7akeee,,,in other words..when u wake me up, emza3lak kelmetain 7elween badal hal sammm ellee btermee 3l telephone).

hes the only friend i interact with on daily basis from amman. thx for keeping that jordanian spirit in me bro…..

My parents had been nagging on me like crazyy to roll in the masters program, akhooy el kbeeer bye7keely bdee a2ademmm m3ak GRE to refresh my memory..shoo ra2yak amjad???

7ases 7alee msh momken asawee eshy la7alee iza ma 7ada zann o na22 3la rasee..battal b nefsee asaweee lol..aaal to refresh my memories….

thats all, kan jay 3la balee afadfedd, and theres no1 i can do it with better than all of you ya jama3aa……

schedule on the weekend : bukra el sobo77 e7taraft o sa2alt modeery iza bedo musa3adeh lel mujamaleh o 7akeleee yes i do; mdawem till 3….bukra bellail b hollywood….el laileh (friday) ga3deh bl dar aw nafas argeeleh b an arabic cafe….sunday nazleh 3la san diego ensallem 3la modeer el sherkeh elleee b amman iza radd 3l email lol (which i doubt)….iza ma raddd; ill spend the day mna2arah o n2eeer m3 el buddy up (yaman 7asheshh 7asheshh do7ok yakhooy)….most prob. el kul emfakro enta el buddy up now!!!! o shwayyet tandeef o jaleee o tabeeekh zay ma te7keee…

yel3an okhtoo el zaman….khayef bukra 2 end up with some1 etlabbesneee el maryoool (shoo esmo bl engleezy sary? since uv been using 90 % of the dictionary words lately :p)  o tseer te7keely hneeek fee shwayyet ghabaraa…o hneeek mba23aaa….amteeen badak teghsellee ell sayyara…(Zannakh amjad…bs 3njad msh taye22 7aleee o jay 3la balee atalle3 kulsheeee)

"Ashraf, fekret el 3emaraa ano n3eesh b nafs el building o neb3at el wlad 3nd bana etrabeehom!! lissatoo waredd el e7temall" fa keep your eyes on bana 3shan etshoflee iza lissat ha a good candidate wella la22…iza btetalla3 3la 7ada yameeen shmaaaal..u know what 2 do..2EEDAK WL KAFFFF!!!   (bana bmza7, bala menha el za3leh)….:D

until my next post titled "the killer instinct" .you all have a wonderful weekend, make the best out of it..and GOD BLESS..

You can’t go in…..

Ashraf 3la seeret sallem 3la your cousin….YEL3ANO SHOOO
BEDA77EK YA ZALAMEH….hada el combination of ghetto slang
english with falla7eee arabic….i just can’t stop laughing
when he’s around….

 

Vegas was a blasttt.. i really needed it…
Amr diab..raheeeb…i guess the best arabic performer
(7ases 7alee critic)….
4 cats….akhhhh…walkom laish kulhom sayreen zay haifa
wahbeh…o kulhom nancy..o kulhom angelina…shoo hada….7atta el people attending…:S
i mean it..i was like :O 7ases 7aleee abooo bag3aa wl jooffeh o sagf el saaailll….bs you know me, i didnt act impressed…3melt 7alee..ano 3ADIIIIIIIIIIIIIII!!!!!

Sary guess who i met by chance there?!? remember when we
were in 7th and 8th grade?? Ala and rania mashinni??
wlad 3am zaid….shoft hom hnak lol…i was like waaaaaal
3l denyaa shoo hada!!! nafs el shekelll bs 3la akbar …

 

GOT to know new ppl there, new families..(Arabs tb3an)…
lebanese as well (SHABAB BA2OLKOM B3DAIN..ON OUR PRIVATE
EMAIL CHAINS )…SORRY GHADA U CAN’T BE INCLUDED
(although you had asked me to), AND SORRY SARY I
HAVE TO EXCLUDE YOU FROM THAT LIST can’t
afford more private lessons from you loool…just kiddin
wallah
bs 3njad GOD BLESS LEBANON TAL3AAA MN KUL 2ALBEEEE
SADDDOOLEE SHWAII MN EL FARAAAAGH!!!!!

too many stories to tell bsara7a….not proper to list
them here, will inform you all when i get to talk to you..

but heres the funniest :

we left the hotel at 11:30….the plane takes off at 12:10.
We were running…running and bumbing into ppl and security
lines (as if our arabic names aren’t enough reason to make
us the  randomly picked ppl)….jumping, juking…all that…
so..we got to the gate at 12:05 or 12:10 i guess….
we were like : PLZ U GOT TO LET US IN…PLZ…
the flight attendant on the counter said : sorry..but YOU CAN’T GO IN……
WE : oh come oon….my cousin (pointing at me) will lose his job
and I got kids to take care of..and my wife will be soo mad…
and you have no idea what it means that an arabic wife will be
so mad means….(lol)..plz plz plz
SHE : hun (with a smile on) you don’t get it..
THE OTHER COUSIN (the materialistic) : OH YESS WE DOO…I GOT BUSINESS TO TAKE CARE OFF
AND EVERY HOUR IM NOT THERE IM LOSING MONEYYY..
HER : how come you didnt say that when you were in the casinos??
I : WE KNOW OUR MISTAKES NOW LOL ….WE WANT TO MAKE IT UP….:D
cousin whispering to me : “kman shwai propose marriage” lol

SHE : the reason why you CAN’T GO IN, is that the boarding DIDN’T START..

so we feeling silly ofcourse turning around..looking at the ppl sitting on waiting seats….
and we asked them…are you all going to L.A?? answered : yes…with  A WIIIDE SMILE (THAT MADE US
FEEEL REALL REALL REALL SILLY CUZ THEY ALL HEARD OUR CONVERSATION WE HAD)….

my cousin ended it with : if any of you…ever meet me with my wife…plz… don’t mention anything ..
including you (pointing at the flight attendant)….

WHAT HAPPENS IN VEGAS…..

This is how i started my day, excited about tomorrow being a friday cuz im leaving to Vegas to watch Amr Diab’s concert, spending time with my cousins and friends, and above all GAMBLING…. Don’t they say that life is measured by the moments that take your breathe away??? Well, while gambling, every time the dice is thrown, a card is flipped, the rollete ball resides on black, red or green… all these moments take your breathe awayyy…. looks like im gonna have lots of them,,, “SARY DONT START LECTURING ME NOW…ITS ONLY FOR THE SAKE OF FUN, I AINT GONNA LIVE FROM THE MONEY IM GONNA MAKE IN THIS WEEKEND, BY THE WAY SARY…LOOK AT THE LAST COMMENT I ADDED ON YAMAN’S LATEST POST”….its nice how i assume im not going back from vegas losing money I’ll let you know when i come back… Noura..regarding your comment, i just had the same conversation with co-worker here about calling me a smoker or not and thx for giving the chance for all of my friends to make fun of me by calling me jeej in public. what ruined my day???? an urgent meeting request to be held with the team in jordan at 10:30 am their time (midnight friday my time……) M32OOL HAL 7AZ EL KHARA??? THX FOR YAMAN OFCOURSE FOR RAISING THE URGENCY OF THIS MEETING… I’LL MAKE IT UP PRETTY SOON FOR U YAMAN….SABRAKKK 3LAI just wanted to share with you my plans for the weekend, nothing more…..hear from me on monday with the adventures that will take place….not all of them…because WHAT HAPPENS IN VEGAS..STAYS @ VEGAS!!!!!…….(except for you guys…ill inform you with EVERYTHING..lalleee lsanoo msh taweel ofcourse)..

they RUUULE…..

Ok…I spent the weekend at my brothers’…and the kids (2 nieces and a nephew)….
I pay them a visit every weekend, and spend the night there….and for some reason..every time i go there; i get thrilled and excited….thats how much i enjoy their company and have fun there….

anyway…i had fool and labaneh and salatah..and arabic bread….etc..(you have no idea how much
I LOVE this foood hal ayyam)…el mohhem..3amkom amjad akal akal akal…..o shbe3et o kullo tmam…

halla whats the best thing in the world after a breakfast as good as that?????
EXACTLYYYY….. seeegaraaaaa…..(and for who ever who don’t know what a cigarette after food feels like…YOUR MISSING NUSS 3OMRKOM)…..

anyway…i ask my sister in law who -was jst talking to akhooy on the phone-… how far is he from home?
Fa shes like..pretty far..is getting grocery for home……. ana : “Good cuz i need to smoke real fast”…

YOU KNOW WHAT!!! U BOTH FEEKOM SOMETHING WRONG..GHAREBEEEN…!!!

So i ask i her “lahh!! laish yakhteee?”….

Because he makes sure to smoke when your not around..and your doing the same…and you both know ano you both smoke!!!!!!!

reje33 edakhenn???? i never knewww!!!!    …..answered : “only after food”…..

So her STATEMENT really struck me…it made me wonder!!!

but i reached to the conclusion…..ano.
…
somtetimes          
GENES RUULE……

Is it worth the trouble???

Thinking to myself the other day,whatever i did in my life was worth it? was it worth the trouble It brought after that? Regardless of how big it is…..

I mean; taking risks in your life, that might shake your position among others, your image, your inside to yourself as well…leaving a job going to another, switching schools (i went to 5 different schools in my life; 2 universities)….switching residency….was it worth it being nice to some people? worth it to stress yourself to make others happy..or making ppl stressed and drive them crazy so you can be happy? Was it worth it having shitty conversation with some people to show them your point; going into endless arguments to prove a point!!! PARENTSSS????  was it worth it talking backk to your dad and mom to show what you mean,feel, and where your going with your life………..Was it worth it making GOD mad from you in times where you wanted to act stupid (where you knew you’re gonna make it up for him later on)….if that counts….

Well….HONESTLY!!!!  every bittt was worthhhh itttt!!!! because for me…..all these things and more helped in forming a character that was based on me, my behaviour, my decisions, my screw ups(mistakes), my TARGEE3 (making it upssss) …..that was all JOY …..you still get it during life….

But the older you get , the less it existsss…

SO GO FOR IT !!! WHATEVER IN YOUR MIND..is worthhh it….LEARN FROM MISTAKES….AND REVEAL THE HIDDENSSS…..

GOD BLESS.!!

(you know what!!! After reading what i wrote above before publishing it one last time; i tried to imagine that some1 else had wrote it; well, the image i took about the writer of this post; is veryy bad..i dont know..it sounded as if i did bad things in life..or that im encouraging others to be bad..etc. DONT GET ME WRONG…NO…thats not what i mean….be nice to people, dont hurt others…believe in your principles…..BUT….the only way to be true to yourself is by facing everything yourself and going through them). that was my point!